BSgal

Dullness .. Darkness.. trying to catch me again.. trying to recreate the bad sent of loss on me.. but i'll defend myself. I have the strength to do that.. i think i do.. though one glimpse of what happened.. or what could happen.. can cut the distance so fast.. so i'd fail.. Even on the edge of crying .. i still think that i can escape.. i want to.. so bad.. i don't have the power to feel helpless anymore..

It's so easy for me to hate.. just comes naturally.. I'm sick of bullshit. How was your day? I never cared! What do you think? Why would i want to know? You're in pain. Well, it's about time you learn to deal with it on your own. How you feel? Keep it to yourself.. I don't need your pain to become mine.. i have enough already, thank you. "Oh, you're full of shit!" Don't be mad, i'm not that bad.. When I need you, be sure to say the same, I'm no hypocrite, i'll appreciate you not being one too. "You think you're so different!" Yes..almost as different as every person on this Planet.. except.. you may have weird though

Can't believe it? Neither can I. I'll actually write about something good (that happened to me). Well.. i watched this -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3zPa_Pt4FPY&feature=related and i felt the itch to tell the world how i feel. Because it's a wonderful feeling.. It's an everyday deep,emotional heart feast. It's nothing like any other feeling on the planet. It.. is something that some may not experience in this life. And i'm really fully ready to die, having almost two years of bliss with this amazing person. When i met him for the first time.. it took me no more than 2 minutes to feel the way that my oldest friends make me fee